the first thoughts, among many

I have started many a blog in the past. Not sure why I never continued. Probably for the same reasons I never kept that journal with the kittens on it that I started when I was 11. I think it also has something to do with the fact that I have a very hard time saying what it is I feel. Ive come to the realization that I, with a few small exceptions, cant tell you exactly how I feel.

As I sit here its sort of scrolling through the many things I could talk about. The presidential election (which scares the piss out of me, so much so that I'm considering Canada a great place to raise children), My ongoing job search (which has lasted the last 3 years if you really get down to it), How about my animals (pro-pit bull for life), my boyfriend (the love of my life, even when I want to scream at him), the lack of interesting and exceptionally good friends in this city, my future, my family, heck don't get me started on the state of the music industry, and a million other things that I juggle in this brain.

I guess for a first blog I will just introduce you and in all actuality me, to myself.

• I am a girlie girl, as well as a huge tomboy
• I love folk and alt-country music, but I really cant go a day with out some obnoxious tune from my youth, somewhere along the lines of The Spice Girls, or The New Radicals.
• I am an in and out, totally commit ed, northern Michigan girl at heart
• I am pale, and proud of it
• I don't know anyone besides Rob who shares even half of my interests here in Nashville.
• I miss my mom, very very very much
• I have a love of all things weird...really
• My Pit Bull is now my life
• I have some of the greatest friends ever,  unfortunately most of them live nowhere near me
• I watch the food network religiously
• I plan on getting more tattoos and piercings
• My cat hates me..but I love him.
• I am poor right now, but aren't we all
• I have huge dreams, I really do want it all
• There is nothing better than cheese and wine, although I do indulge in Ra men noodles too...he he
• Japan is my favorite place on earth
• My computer is my best friend
• I think I should have grown up in the 60's
• I have the thickest hair you have ever seen...don't believe me..you should
• German town is my favorite place to live.
• I carry a huge purse, normally filled with a planner and Real Simple magazine, and various nanny things
• I love art, even though I am no artist
• I could go on with this list forever.

Basically that's some of me, not all of me. I don't know if I will ever experience all of me. Thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm sure they will get somewhat more interesting in the future.

Muah, Ciao, and lovies,
Chelsee